Its Super Complicated

Hey, its been quite long i didn't write.

Its been too complicated now.

More and more trouble i coming now.

He's back!

What can i do now?

He wans,

back and wans back.

Now another is back with texting me.

What can i do?

Help me God.

I don't know what can i do with it ade.

Its too complcated ade.

I can't stand it anymore.

Can i just burst everything out?

I'm suffering here.

Its like me is the victim now.

:(

I wanna have an easy and simple life nia.

I don't wan anything from you also.

Did i said that.

Owh... come to something really cheer me up.

Went to church for some cleaning activity.

I laughed the most.

And Beans agree with it.

Same to everyone that went. :)

I was super happy but when came home.

I heard of all stories from each of them and i turn down.

I was suppose to cheer ppl up but instead of cheering ppl up.

Now i need someone to cheer me up. :(

I wanna cry but the tears doesn't even wanna drop out la.

I don't wan to suffer here.

I'm trying to forget what you said to me about him.

I was about to forget about it but you came and ask about him pulak.

:(

Do you think its fair for you just get angry and i must obey you?

I was the one who need to be respected.

I don't mean to ask you all to obey my order but,

i need some space to think, move and breathe.

I don't wanna die suffering.

I rather jump down the building and die than dying in a packed place.

Like i can't even move or turn, breathe or think.

T.T

Help me la.

I don't think it'll work nicely like that.

Just do me a favor.

Tell everyone you love them.

And they'll automatically fall in love oon you.

If don't understand me.

Text me.

If don't have my number ask from anyone who got my number la.

Gtg, bye bye.

Good morning.

♥