Flying Colours :D

I knew i love you before i met you.

I'm happy cause you are happy. :D

I thought i would get last in class but i got 20/42

I'm so happy.

Dad was angry yesterday and he threw his blackberry on the floor.

The phone looks like got accident like that.

He used my phone for one day and he bought new phone.

He said my phone spoil ade wan.

Then i say buy me new one la.

He asked: What position you get in class?

I said: Instead of 10 i've got 20.

He said: Okay, see first la.

I was like jumping to heaven!

Super happy.

He is gonna buy me new phone.

I don't wan iPhone 4.

My sister said its real sensitive.

So conclusion i'll be buying new phone.

I'm happy.

Fishes is dying!

Before going to school still got 3 alive.

When come back one died.

After bathing and have dinner 1 died.

Still left one nia.

Don't know can live till tomorrow or not.

:(

Today is a tiring day. :(

-xuanling- ♥‌

I'm feeling like i've lost a friend. :(

You brought me there to the center of a busy town.

Now you leave me here.

What do you mean by like that?

Please don't leave me here all alone don't know how to go back also.

Now i need a HERO to come save me. :(

The HERO won't be coming then i'll stuck there FOREVER.

I'm all alone there now.

Help me out!

Friends who is reading, I need you to find me a HERO.

I don't know how to come out from there lo.

I wanna cry ade.

Best friend maybe apart in distance but not HEART!

Now what you say??

Answer me la.

If you dare answer me i know who are my friend.

If you read and without answer then it means you don't like me as you're friend. :(

-xuanling- ♥

Fools around me.

FOOLS AROUND ME!

Acting like a fool and ome around me.

All also my friends lagi teruk la.

Currently super pek chek with some reasons.

I hate it when a person ask me call and say she busy.

I'm like a foolade la!

Ask me do this and that!!!

Don't ask so many quetion la.

Everytime i talk like that she'll say i'm talking like SHERLYN opp. sex.

x.x

I hate la!

I seriously don't like it!

Stop saying i'm like sherlyn oop. sex.

I hate it super much!

It's ruining my day!

I was super happy in the morning when i woke up.

But what happen when you tell me all those stuffs?

x.x

I feel like killing myself like that!

Can i go suicide?

I hate my life.

I seriously feel like giving up now1

Can I?

If you read ade and don't understand can come ask me.

Answer me if I got ask questions.

-xuanling-

Its Super Complicated

Hey, its been quite long i didn't write.

Its been too complicated now.

More and more trouble i coming now.

He's back!

What can i do now?

He wans,

back and wans back.

Now another is back with texting me.

What can i do?

Help me God.

I don't know what can i do with it ade.

Its too complcated ade.

I can't stand it anymore.

Can i just burst everything out?

I'm suffering here.

Its like me is the victim now.

:(

I wanna have an easy and simple life nia.

I don't wan anything from you also.

Did i said that.

Owh... come to something really cheer me up.

Went to church for some cleaning activity.

I laughed the most.

And Beans agree with it.

Same to everyone that went. :)

I was super happy but when came home.

I heard of all stories from each of them and i turn down.

I was suppose to cheer ppl up but instead of cheering ppl up.

Now i need someone to cheer me up. :(

I wanna cry but the tears doesn't even wanna drop out la.

I don't wan to suffer here.

I'm trying to forget what you said to me about him.

I was about to forget about it but you came and ask about him pulak.

:(

Do you think its fair for you just get angry and i must obey you?

I was the one who need to be respected.

I don't mean to ask you all to obey my order but,

i need some space to think, move and breathe.

I don't wanna die suffering.

I rather jump down the building and die than dying in a packed place.

Like i can't even move or turn, breathe or think.

T.T

Help me la.

I don't think it'll work nicely like that.

Just do me a favor.

Tell everyone you love them.

And they'll automatically fall in love oon you.

If don't understand me.

Text me.

If don't have my number ask from anyone who got my number la.

Gtg, bye bye.

Good morning.

♥

First 3 hours band practice

Woke up at 9.30.

Took shower.

10 online.

10.30 leave house to go Alanis' house.

11 reach her house.

Talk talk talk.

1.55 went to church for band.

Start practice at 2.

Play some games there.

4 soemothing play hide&seek with Alanis and Adelya.

Hide and she found me.

Adelya is finding.

After that went iin BB room.

Talk, giving ideas and disscusing.

Laugh for something.

After that,

time to go home.

Waited in church for 1 hour wait for Alanis' mom

to finish her service.

(:

Before going home,

went to the playground and play swiing.

I <3>

The best part is...

Sit on the swing and close my eyes only hear the chripping birds

it very quite and peace, when i open my eyes after

a few minutes i see everything its like kinda green and i feel like i'm in a new world.

(:

Try it you'll love it. (:

If you feel that its not nice doing it alone.

Can ask me to join you.

15th August is AMAZING!

14th August is Alanis' birthday,

Went Tanjung Bungah Beach Hotel.

Have lot and lots of fun there.

I din wanted to go play water but she ask me go down.

Woonie,Zhi Xin,Alanis and me!

Have lots of fun there.

15th August is BB games day.

Group with Alanis at first.

Anthony spilt me.

I'm forced to join with Naden.

But never mind.

Damn fun la.

He was an amazing partner.

Got leadership also.

I mean he got la.

I don have la.

I don know how to be a leader also.

Won 3rd place.

Got food as prize.

Rocky,raisins,chocolate and sweets la.

Owh..raisin reminds me the time in van.

I wanted to pass the raisin to Alwyn.

But Tiffany pass to someone i din mean to pass to.

Then,

Its boring now!

<3

Raining Day!!

Raining,

God is reading my mind and feelings too.

I feel like crying but God replaced me.

He cried first before i cry.

I feel like crying after listening to His' cry.

I should cry or not?

Talk to me.

And i think wether should tell you the reason.

I don't wanna be a person who likes to gossip.

But you force me to be.

Can i stop!!??

I realy wanna stop la.

Do you think that the word LOVE is romantic?

I don't think so la.

You think so?

Help me delete the word LOVE in my mind.

Help me!!

Help me!!

You should know what i'm thinking right now.

I don't wanna repaet the same thing la.

Could you stay the same??